sick of them

i already wrote in my status, wrote in my blog. but i dun care. it's a democratic country. i can typed as long as i'm not doing any criminal. mak aq bual2 ngan abang aq tadi, talking about ego. come on.... every 1 is ego. i never met some1 ego never ever doesn't has a slightest ego in their selves. how can i know? i live with ego people 4 almost 15 years. dun say "oh, i totally understand ur feelings! it's so annoying, right? " bla.. bla.. bla... go to hell, u guys dun know anything about my life unless u are me. think that being the youngest is the best? got lots of money? yeah, it sure do feel good but it can be gone.. like... 1 minute? whatever.. ok, u are the youngest, dun know things in the world works. u are a kid. u dun know how we feel. ok i dun know how u feel, how can i know? u don even show me. worried that if u reveal ur weakness, it'll make ur life end. u must have pride in urself as an adult. dun show ur tears. show ur bravery. chhtt... i'm sick of that. then, when i make some problems, the adults gonna say"u dun know what i'm feeling! u dun know the hard of it!" blame us? u guys the one who think we are soo stupid. think that we are so helpless. think we can't help u guys. only think that we only do fun. yeah. we are small. sometimes, i just feel like i'm mad thinking all this stuff. sometimes, i can't stand it. but amazingly, i still can. i still living on this world. it's how this world works. the strongest will be on top, the weakest will be on the bottom. it's a cruel world, but, what can u do about it? 4 me, the anger will past and i knew it'll always come back... but it's not only hatred, anger, sadness exist in this world, there's happiness, love and so much more. it is the world that make the world is. ~jay~